09.01: Pilot
I just decided that I’m going to blog again :) It’s been a while since the last time I blogged, and I kinda miss the feeling..
Ah well anyway. Life has been good this past few months. Not awesome, but good, good enough. I moved here, to Rotterdam, like in mid August, and now it’s almost December. It was still summer when I moved, and now it’s almost winter. I have to say I’m happy with my decision, you know, moving here for college. I must admit I didn’t really do so well during the first block, but now I kinda feel like I’m on track, not 100% but yeah I’m getting there. Now I kinda know what college is like, and how much it differs from high school. During the first block, I underestimated things. I procrastinated like hell. I thought like “Ah, I still have time. I can do it tomorrow. Or the next day. Or next week.” But you know what, 2 months actually felt like whoooosh. Suddenly I had to sit for my exam, and for accounting, I flunked. See, lesson learned, never delay doing something, never take things too easily, and never ever underestimate.
Now I’m in the 6th week of Block 2. I’ve been spending quite some time in the library, and I really hope this would be enough. I changed my way of studying and I hope things would turn out to be okay this block. I kinda like the subjects, so yeah. I’m not expecting too much from myself, just passing both subjects would make me feel content, I guess.
Man by the way this is boring, it’s my first official blog post here and I’m talking about college. asdfhsofawfawefw. Ah. Anyway moving here taught me quite a lot of things.. I can say that I am now more independent than before (or at least I think and believe I am :P). Now I live alone, so I have to do everything on my own, and I also have to take my own decisions sometimes, and of course deal with the consequences that might arise. I also realize that sometimes I’m taking my life for granted.. I don’t know but yeah this is kinda like so random, but it’s like, you know, I feel lucky that my parents provide me with what I need, and sometimes yeah I take everything for granted. And that should change…. I guess ;) Oh here I also met new people. I have new friends, new acquaintances. And I feel glad because I feel the ‘click’ with some of them. By ‘click’ I mean it’s like.. well it’s kinda like chemistry in a relationship. It’s either you got it, or you don’t. Anyway, so everything feels new right now. New home, new friends, new food (not necessarily new, but yeah now I mostly eat bread, while I used to eat rice like for every single meal), basically new way of living. It’s all so exciting, in some way.
So, yeah, I feel new. All new. I can’t wait to see how this all goes.
